Is it him or is it her? I cannot understand why a female colleague of yours will want to message you in the late nights to ask what you are doing or qtns like do you wanna have supper together etc.
A gal who has a boyfriend has nothing better to do on a PH, on a weekend and no need to accompany boyfriend and her boyfriend is so generous to have her messaging her other male colleagues to ask silly qtns???
Why doesn't that happen to me? Perhaps, I should try to msg my guy friends for no reason as well.
I see that as one kinda flirt as well. I really don't know what I should do to STOP all these. I am like sitting on a roller coaster. At times, I enjoy the ride, at times I am fearful, at times i worried that I might fall off the roller coaster.
I'm upset. and he knows that i am upset but he is not doing anything.
He loves me? He loves me not?
I told him about my time frame for marriage today while we were preparing dinner. I am serious that if he is serious about settling down with me, we should do it by next year. He was quite reluctant initially and (agn) accusing me of pressuring him. *sighz* It's all excuses, isn't it?? His initially reaction makes me feel that he's really not serious about settling down with me. However, after a while, i touched about this topic again and he was like "okay". I dunno if he is really okay or he is just putting up a front.
Sighz...
Can that lady stop being too friendly with him????? Always make me feel upset because of her little actions. Yes, if he were to know how i feel, he will definitely think that i am stupid for wanting to think that way. he will think that i am crazy and i choose to make myself upset. but he doesnt really understand how i feel... ... He doesn't understand the feeling of being trapped in a roller coaster... ...
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