Mood Swings

I hate this kinda feeling.

I regretted taking leave today. I didn't have to wake up early today. I had porridge at Tak Po today. I watched Mr & Mrs Incredibles. However, I still feel that my leave wasn't fully utilised. Mood swings?

Not exactly happy with my mom. I have expected that -- it's 15th of the month and she is asking me for money already!!! I was comptemplating whether to give her the monthly "contribution" earlier or on the 10th! At the same time, I was worried that I might overspent and didn't have enough to give her. Maybe I should have only given it to her on 10th!

I have just decided that it is of no use to give her increase the "contribution" when I get my salary increment because no matter how much money I gave her, it is never enough AND SHE is still borrowing from others and asking more from me and eventually needing more money. It has been worst after I gotten her into this apparels business -- which I have regretted getting her in.

Perhaps one of this day, just perhaps... I will fall into a quarrel with her on money issue. Each time we gave her the monthly "contribution", she will use the money to buy more clothes! The money we gave her is not meant for that! It's meant for household use! AND I HAVE TOLD HER more than ONCE but she is not listening and in the end, she will ask me to help her 'clean her shit'... such as asking me to call whoever to lie about her whereabouts... or to ask me call whoever to borrow money bluffing that it is for my own! I AM VERY PISSED with these!

In the evening today, she called me but I missed her call cos we were in the cinema. She called Beary and he managed to answer her call in time. She asked Beary to call Princess' After-School Care to ask Princess to go down because she's there. Why didn't she call herself? Why did she go up to fetch her instead?

I could get the answer immediately! Because she has not pay for the fees!!! Why did the money I give her went to?? THrew into her business yah????? The more I think of it.. the more angry I got. Why do I always run into financial issues???????

Beary has been complaining to me about how bad he fare for his interviews yesterday and how disappointed he was for not receiving any telephone calls on job interviews yesterday and today. He kept ramping and ramping... ...

I don't know how to reply him. I have consoled him umpteen times and I think it will not work. (Little did I know that my silence because a kind of unhappiness to him! -- MEN... they are hard to please. Lend them your listening ears but they complained that we have no reaction.)