Hmm... this is an SIC post. I did a "test" to ensure that my post didn't appear on the Inbox for everyone's viewing before I starting drafting this post.
Friday and Saturday was Party day for us - Kareen, Sihui, Ken, Johnson & I. It has been a long time since we really club. It was fun. Kareen & Sihui came over to Johnson's place to sleep after Lunar and we even went for breakfast @ Chinatown the next day. :)
Talking about Sihui -- I feel very sad for her. I don't know the exact reason for her to broke down but I think the sad feelings were supressing w/in her for a long period. She must be feeling terrible. That kinda feeling is very lousy and difficult to endure. Sighz... She's such a pretty gal but her boyfriend is not appreciating her. Seeing her checking her hp and ended with empty hopes -- that's sad. I really can understand how she feels because I have been thru those feelings before.
What is wrong with those guys out there hurting us gals? How do we deserve all these pain and tears? Of course there is a choice for us to not be hurt.. that is to not get ourselves involved in the game BUT we are human beings. Human beings are filled with feelings. Falling in love is part and parcel of life. Which explains Qi Qing Liu Yu!
I hope that Sihui will feel the trigger point and see things clearer. She will probably feel better and recover slowly after trigger point. Sighz... Of course that is not easy.
Just like in my instance -- I am sad over my relationship with beary too. I havent meet the trigger point which would influence me to make a decision between us. and of course, i hope I never have to decide about leaving him or loving him.
Anyway, back to the main purpose of my entry. It is SIC because I wanna blog about my health. I am really worried that something is not right with my body, which results in the bleeding and fluid flowing out from my body. I don't know if it has got any thing to do with my menses or womb because I have already had my menses ealy this month. What is it that is causing all the bleeding. I am really worried. I guess I really have to see a doctor to seek some assurance..
These few days I kept asking myself the same question -- if something were to happen to my health, will I tell Beary? I dunno if I should. and I dunno if I were still continue to be with him. but I hope he will continue to help me look after my family if I were unable to be arnd to do so... ...
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