In the month of January... ...

Gosh... ... We just stepped into February a few days ago and I don't have any recollection of happenings in January... ... *got to think hard* --- Why is my memory bank failing me?

Oh oh... we went to the Singapore Philatelic Museum on 01 Jan 2010. We went Red Star for dim sum breakfast before heading there. It was our first time visiting the museum and it was fun.

Oh... ... I also had a few outings with Ken, Sihui and Kareen! The best outing was that we all went drinking, had supper and slept over @ Beary's place. Followed by having breakfast and dinner together on the next day. *hahaha*

Had bazaar @ Safra Toa Payoh on 9th & 10th of January. Earnings was so-so only. On last Sunday of Jan, I was also @ the bazaar in Bishan. Earnings was good! but the Organiser said that we should have more -- which means it was not good enuff. Gotta work hard!

January have been a busy month for me and this is going to continue til Apr 2010. I have been doing OT almost everyday. There are just so many tasks to complete. The newspapers have announced that my boss' tour is ending, hence, we are busy with farewell visits -- lotsa visits and this is going to continue till end of Mar (-.-) Besides that, I gotta handle the CNY reception with a total of 800+ guests. I gotta handle my day-to-day registry operation. AND even SM is having overseas trips as well and I gotta advice and assist him. -- I told KJ that the workload is up to my neck already!! I like to be busy but I am worried that I may screw things up when I am not careful enuff. Good thing that air show just ended successfully for me. I hope CNY Reception will be a success as well -- one more week for me to settle all the outstanding preparations before the reception day.

Oh... Beary's family & I went for our annual photo shoot in Jan too. It was fun. Will upload the pictures soon :)

Had a few dinners with XL in the west as I have been working late almost everyday, and we left almost the same time. She has been introducing me makan places in the west :p

Hmm... what else?? We hadn't been going out with YL lately because we were all busy and though she has asked me to join her for shopping, I didn't have the time.

Oh oh... and XL & I went over to CH's place w/o telling her because we wanted to give her a b'day surprise. We bought beer and food and a small cake over to her place and feast! *hehe* However, she wasn't surprised or she didn't looked surprised. *kekeke* Probably her emotions or expressions doesn't reveal much but she probably was :) --- I didn't take any pictures because I have been tooo tired and lazy :p

mmm.... Jan has been pretty quiet huh... I supposed that's all which took place.

25 Jan 2010

Hmm... this is an SIC post. I did a "test" to ensure that my post didn't appear on the Inbox for everyone's viewing before I starting drafting this post.

Friday and Saturday was Party day for us - Kareen, Sihui, Ken, Johnson & I. It has been a long time since we really club. It was fun. Kareen & Sihui came over to Johnson's place to sleep after Lunar and we even went for breakfast @ Chinatown the next day. :)

Talking about Sihui -- I feel very sad for her. I don't know the exact reason for her to broke down but I think the sad feelings were supressing w/in her for a long period. She must be feeling terrible. That kinda feeling is very lousy and difficult to endure. Sighz... She's such a pretty gal but her boyfriend is not appreciating her. Seeing her checking her hp and ended with empty hopes -- that's sad. I really can understand how she feels because I have been thru those feelings before.

What is wrong with those guys out there hurting us gals? How do we deserve all these pain and tears? Of course there is a choice for us to not be hurt.. that is to not get ourselves involved in the game BUT we are human beings. Human beings are filled with feelings. Falling in love is part and parcel of life. Which explains Qi Qing Liu Yu!

I hope that Sihui will feel the trigger point and see things clearer. She will probably feel better and recover slowly after trigger point. Sighz... Of course that is not easy.

Just like in my instance -- I am sad over my relationship with beary too. I havent meet the trigger point which would influence me to make a decision between us. and of course, i hope I never have to decide about leaving him or loving him.

Anyway, back to the main purpose of my entry. It is SIC because I wanna blog about my health. I am really worried that something is not right with my body, which results in the bleeding and fluid flowing out from my body. I don't know if it has got any thing to do with my menses or womb because I have already had my menses ealy this month. What is it that is causing all the bleeding. I am really worried. I guess I really have to see a doctor to seek some assurance..

These few days I kept asking myself the same question -- if something were to happen to my health, will I tell Beary? I dunno if I should. and I dunno if I were still continue to be with him. but I hope he will continue to help me look after my family if I were unable to be arnd to do so... ...