TODAY he said that he wanted to break off with me, using 2 words "forget it"
I sent an sms to his mobile. It was silent. He didn't switch his mobile to silent but why his sms didn't sound? I sent another msg again and this time round, he was looking at his phone. He knew I took his hp into the bathroom so he checked. I asked him why did he switch his phone to silent mode, he denied. and I saw him going into his tones and changed the SMS tone from "off" to his usual tone.
I confronted him. He turned around to say that I have zero trust in him. He said that he cannot be together with someone who had zero trust in him and checked on him in everything he do, therefore, FORGET IT.
Did he feel any pain when he say that? Did he realise how much pain it had inflict on me when he said that?
I don't know if he had said it out because he was angry or he really mean it.
It hurts. This is all I get for being with a guy who starts off with nothing till now.
Be it true or not, I must be prepared for the worst. I must be prepared that he will not stay with me all the way.
If I were to get out of this relationship, it wouldn't be easy for me to get into another one soon again --- I have 6 years of memory and it will all turn into hatred.
If the statement he made today is true, we should have a clean break. I know I will be very sad. I dunno how long I will indulge in my sorrow but I cannot show them my sorrow.
Lee Ke Qing have this song wre the lyrics goes -- when you decided to hold on to this hands, you must also be prepared that you will have to let go of this hands.
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