Lately, my mind has been filled with lotsa thoughts (i.e. about human beings, non-living things, relationships, etc etc) and I have been wanting to pen (Oops, i mean blog) down my thoughts. However, I have been so busy and tired + unwell (for almost a week) and that explains why I have not been doing much here (though I frequently viewed new entries uploaded by you, you, you and you :p) -- As the days passes, "newer"thoughts rushed into my mind, causing the "older" thoughts to be pushed behind and eventually I cannot remember the thoughts which I wanted to blog. *HAHAHA*
Hmm... ... instead of sharing with my thoughts, would an update of my whereabouts be more interesting *but who cares about my whereabouts!*
Yesterday, Mavis & I saw the publicity of winning a car thru Lucky Draws @ Carrefour. Mavis then said that if we won that car, she could drive me to work. In my mind, I was thinking if I won the car, I would sell it away for monies. Another thought came "Where would I have such luck to win that car?" -- The devil in me was talking!
Yup, I did win some small prizes (i.e. Free 1-month supply of pizza from Pizza hut, $50 World of Sports Vouchers, Free movie tickets, etc etc) in lucky draws and contests before but I have never won anything big. Suddenly I just feel pessimism about everything and Lilian came into my thoughts.
Lilian often complained to me that nothing goes right for her in life. She could not get a job and has never strike 4D (at least I did strike a few times - though small prizes) and has never won a prize in lucky draws etc and I told her that it's because the time is not right yet and there are good things which had happened to her but she didn't realise. I also told her to be more optimism about life so that things would appear beautiful and good yet here I am feeling pessimistic :( *Devil in me is in action agn*
Sometimes I feel that human relations are tiring to manage. I tend to observe people and tried to interpret them when I first know them. Of course I won't deduce the person during the first few meetings, it would be unfair.
Working environment in office is becoming better ever since Patrina left. Not that she's evil but she is a very strict person and due to some mis-comm and understanding, she is not on talking terms with CC. HOWEVER, the environment would be even better if someone elses leave (okie... it's bad to "make" people leave their job so I will rephrase my sentence -- ... ... if she change into a better person)!
Yes... the person is a SHE! Not nice to mention names in case some idiotic asshole incidentally saw my blog and gossip about it and news spread then ... ... *leave it for you to imagine*
Okay as I was saying... ... if she could just stop trying to "poke/stab" me and leave me alone, I would be happier! I cannot understand why she just couldn't leave me alone when I am just a harmless pig trying to earn a living under the same roof. I dun snatch her portion of salary, I dun snatch her portion of PB or Bonus. Wat's her freaking problem?? *Humph*
Lately I also thought about love relationships. There are some people who thinks that they have been in many relationships and they have already mastered the technics in it and could handle well... ... but I thought "how many experiences are enough?" *haha*
I pondered if there will still be sparks in long-term relationships. Would you still hear your heart beat when you meet your husband / boyfriend of many years? Or would things just move on plainly and wouldn't that be boring? If so, what should you do to make things interesting? Sparks sparks sparks... ... where and how to find?
If feelings get bored and tasteless in long-term relationships, then how do married couples maintain their marriage? Does that explain the high rate of divorce cases? :p
In my opinion, divorce cases are mostly because the men refused to keep their "appetite to one dish". Unfaithful bastards! I wondered if my future husband would be one of them?
Some people just enjoyed new stuff. They cannot stay on to an item for too long -- it appears to human relationship as well. So if one finds his relationship with gf is boring after some time, then how is he going to get married and settle down?
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