Fibroid & I

I have been experiencing bloated abdominal prior and after my monthly menses over the past few months. I also experienced severe abdominal pain on the 2nd, 3rd and even 4th day of my menses.

Couldn't endure it last week and went to the GP for consultation - also to get MC for that day. The GP then referred me for Ultra Sound at my pelvis @ Yishun Polyclini on 30 Jul 07. I went to the clinic to collect my results yesterday, 31 Jul 07 -- that was fast, isn't it? Hehe...

The scan found that I have got a 2cm fibroid at the posteriro uterine wall. *hmm* GP mentioned that they usually will not do anything about it because it is just 2cm - however, it will grow bigger as time goes by and of course, I would experience pain etc during my menses. Therefore, I was told that I could take their painkillers - the blue tablets they prescribed. -- This sound stupid to me! Too much painkillers is bad for my health and also I have heard many cases that fibroid tends to grow bigger and more as time goes by. Anyway, the GP also told me that if I want to remove it, then I got to seek a Gynae's opinion.

Ever since I went for my scan on Monday, I kept having pain at my pelvis when i touch it (even lightly). Sighz... ... This evening, I sat at the bus-stop waiting for my bus, when I got up from the bench, I could feel my abdominal pain.

When I got home, I got no appetite for dinner also. Told mummy about my pain and she said things like if only... i got a husband to take care of me.. *haha* Say wants mean got one meh. Then she continued stuff like "that Johnson... dunno how to think.. etc etc..."

Actually I have been thinking about our ROM agn recently... :( I come to terms that even when his mom was in critical condition, he refused to marry her when his mom asked to.. let alone now. If he dun want, I think no matter how you force or pressure also no pt.. he will provide 101 excuses to get away.

Again, I was disturb by this ROM thingy so badly that I SMS-quarrelled with him just now. I told him that I am gg to ask him for the last time - if he insist on only ROM-ing next year and he said "yea.. did't we decide on it?" *Sigh* I have never decide on it! He was the one saying and saying... He kept saying that it is too soon.. then when I told him there's really no issue on finance since it's just an ROM, he said he is not ready! Win already lor.. I am sick of it already.