I was almost at the verge of abandoning this blog before something triggered me to start posting again. Hence, I guess I will continue to blog here bah.
First post in 2007 and I will be talking about unhappy issue... ... *haha*
I was quite upset last night. I touched on the topic of marriage with Jon again. *Sighz* His decision was firm and I wondered why.
I cannot understand why he didn't want to ROM with me. He kept coming up with reasons (more likely excuses!) such as there is no need to rush into marriage as we are still young, we didn't have any savings and that he is not financially stable!
We have been together for 4 years and we are 27 years old, why do he say that we are too young? Was it that he feel being tied down if we were married? I am not even "sticking" with him. *sighz* We don't have saving but we are earning and surviving on our own. Each of us have a stable job. I don't see any problems with it. I feel so dumb and stupid. Everytime we talked about this, I would end up upsetting myself. I think I should really not touch on this topic again. Maybe he is not even keen to settle down with me. I was so upset that I kept sobbing in the night til my eyes was quite painful when I woke up this morning. So silly of me!
Sometimes I wonder shouldn't we just blog about happy incidents? Why would one want to talk about unhappy incidents and remind him/herself about it when he/she browse thru the entry weeks or months later? *haha* However, from another point of view, I think a blog is a place where we should be truthful and record whatever we want talk about and the happenings in life.
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