Tuesday, 27 July 2010

27 Jul 2010

It has been a long long time since I last post any blog. Nobody is interested in Multiply anymore. However, I still regard Multiply as my Little Hide-out. It's a place where I can share with access rights. Unlike Multiply, posting anything on FB is as good as telling everybody.

Have been pondering about many things lately. Thought about marriage, about the existing relationship I am in, about my future, my daughter, my career, almost everything about me. I am uncertain of everything. I have no idea if I should move on or stay status quo. *Sighz*

Today is a not so good day. I am very unhappy about MA and it exploded within me this morning. Beary called me this afternoon to tell me how unhappy and disappointed he was. Hmm... and then the whole situation changed and he became the most unhappiest person on earth. It seems to me that he is so into himself that he had forgotten that I haven't had a good day too and I am very unhappy about certain things which happened to me too.

He probably feels that his issue was a bigger and more serious than mine. Well... everyone would think their problem needs more attention as compared to others... ...